NOTICE: THIS JOURNAL WAS NOT MADE TO OFFEND ANYONE, THIS IS JUST HOW I FEEL SO DON'T FEEL ATTACKED BY WHAT YOU WILL READ AND I DO NOT EXPECT SOMEONE TO READ THIS.
So, I am writing this journal because of how I feel right now, at this moment I just feel lonely and with all my hopes lost. I feel terrible whenever I see the artstyles of all the artists I am watching, wherever is on Twitter, or FA, or DA, I just feel terrible, the reason why I feel that way is because I am fucking terrible, no matter how much I am struggling with a drawing, it doesn't come out as I want, only if I am lucky. I'm not saying that I have to be better than everyone,